Tuesday, June 10, 2008

This is crazy.

I'm never good enough.


I wish I was pretty.
I wish I was interesting.
I wish I was talented.
I wish I didn't make so many mistakes.
I wish I drew people in.
I wish I wasn't such an idiot.
I wish I wasn't me.


I wish there would be someone out there who thinks I'm amazing, who thinks I'm brilliant or interesting. Who doesn't think me awkward or ugly. Who actually remembers who I am.

Dude, total low self esteem moment.
I have too many of those, especially lately.

So much for being strong and independent.